Oh, please stop it guys!

Yesterday, Everyone asked me one question, ' do u really not want to make a relation again with him? '
i just kept my mOuth silent. So i didnt throw out the wrong words. Cos, It cant make a big mistake.
With glum face :( , i wondered, ' why they must remind me with a thing which i trying to forget now'
yeah... But u knw FRIENDS. They always try to solve my problem, even they knw they cant.
Xo : thanks before. Muach!

But i thought for a while.
We have nO relation now,
i mean, really really no relation.
Like we're going to not knowing each other.
Based on my decision after we broke up.
What the hell was i?
I knw its hard for him and for me.
But im so tired. Im tired for this relation which is ' ga jelas ' for maybe 3 months. Can u imagine?
So i thought that was a right one.

U must felt my deep longing when he sat in front of me, saw me, and talk to me.
Like i really lost him before.
Oh, my...
Even My heart shouted 'NO!' i cant defeat his decision.
If i cn cry, i crying. But still cant.

Yeah...
But honestly,
i cant forget bout him. His name always resound in my mind.
Maybe cos we're being in the same class and meet each other, everyday.
But, i know. I'll have much time for forget him. Cos he want to continue hs study in java.
Bye... I'm very sorry for all things that i've done to you.

Ps : i have not done anythng to you yet and you will leave me?

.xoxo.