Oh, please stop it guys!

Yesterday, Everyone asked me one question, ' do u really not want to make a relation again with him? '
i just kept my mOuth silent. So i didnt throw out the wrong words. Cos, It cant make a big mistake.
With glum face :( , i wondered, ' why they must remind me with a thing which i trying to forget now'
yeah... But u knw FRIENDS. They always try to solve my problem, even they knw they cant.
Xo : thanks before. Muach!

But i thought for a while.
We have nO relation now,
i mean, really really no relation.
Like we're going to not knowing each other.
Based on my decision after we broke up.
What the hell was i?
I knw its hard for him and for me.
But im so tired. Im tired for this relation which is ' ga jelas ' for maybe 3 months. Can u imagine?
So i thought that was a right one.

U must felt my deep longing when he sat in front of me, saw me, and talk to me.
Like i really lost him before.
Oh, my...
Even My heart shouted 'NO!' i cant defeat his decision.
If i cn cry, i crying. But still cant.

Yeah...
But honestly,
i cant forget bout him. His name always resound in my mind.
Maybe cos we're being in the same class and meet each other, everyday.
But, i know. I'll have much time for forget him. Cos he want to continue hs study in java.
Bye... I'm very sorry for all things that i've done to you.

Ps : i have not done anythng to you yet and you will leave me?

.xoxo.

Fill ths boringness with watch 'Konser a mild live wanted'

Dapat 3 tiket dr sodara! Mantab!
Lgsg calling mei ma chat.
( like malo ga bkalan mau ikut. )
sekaligus ngenalin 'inilah konser' ke mei ma chat.
D calling2, akhrnya smw dah pada setuju.

Bsknya,
dgn bj htam the beatles ma clana pendek warna ijo pokat, gerak jam 1 k rmh cat.
Saking cptnya.
Dah nyampelah jam 2 d sana. Mendodong 1 jam mpe jam 3.
Ngedenger bawelan c mei yg ga sabaran.
Ribut-ribut, smwlah.

Rupa-rupanya, tertulis bsar2 ' tunjukkan identitas anda. Umur harus d atas 18 thn '
like come on, we still 17 years old. So what now? We cant watch that concert?
Fuck!
Dgn soknya q jalan luan ngsh karcis.
Pas d minta ktp. Berakting pura2 ga bw.
And LOLOS! Hahaha

nyampe k pintu ruangan.
NampakLah sesosok co senyum2 liat q.
Tak taunya temen kak q.
Ntah napa, ragu x q it dy. Padal dah d ksh tw tmenku.
Yah gmanalah.
Secara selain tampak muda, ganteng pulak it. :P
( haha we'll skip )

konser a mild d medan udah bentuk lesehan. Mantab!
D suruh diri pun, tak da yg mau diri. Sok x kan.
Hahaha
dan tak d sangka-sangka.
Hello pun muncul sbg bntang tamu. Kirain cuma d massive doank.

Yah...
Biarpun ga mpe selesai nontn nya, tp q sng ari ni. Yepee! :)

.xoxo.

. Waah! Hari yg penuh dgn smgt belajar .

Hari ni sepi x d kelas.
9 org temanku pada ga dtg gr2 ikt tes UGM d pekanbaru.
Udah jumlah km 25, berkurang pulak 9.
Dah macam private km td.

Tp biarpun gt,
seru juga td d kelas.
Lucu2 pun.
Ga brhenti senyum q td.

Pa lg smgt belajar q.
Mantab!
Dr awal belajar mpe akhr les jam 6.
Biar pun puasa, tp rasa lapar, ngantuk tu bener2 ga da.
Betul2 full ngerjain soal!

Its so Great!
:D

.xoxo.

- Hari yg melelahkan -

Ffuuuh...
Tuk ngetik ni ja, dah lemes x rasanya.
:(

Memank hr ni mantab x,
sesuai dgn yg q mau.
Ga da belajar!

Main2, ketawa2.
Tp gr2 itlah, hilang smw energi d bdn q.

Padal q puasa ari ni.
Olah raga pulak td.
Capek!

Tp yg plg buat q bener2 cpk it.
Gr2 c muilah!
Bener-benerlah anak tu.
Ngancurin rambut org ja kerjanya.
Jd Brantem2lah ma dy.
Dan brantem2 itlah yg bener2 ngabisin energi q.

Dah rambut q aneh x ari ni. Poninya membelok k kiri.
Tah hapa. x(

Tp biarpun gt, senang x q liat mua temen2 kelas q ni. Aneh2.
:)

.xoxo.

. First-tryout .

Tgl 26 Maret 2009,
jam 10.30 d H-61 d pardede hall.
Simulasi pertama.
Panas, panas, panas. Dah panas, hari makin panas, d belakang q pulak c panas. Kok bisa y? Hahaha

tergerak karna desakan teman2.
Ngejek2, debat2, tah hapalah.
Pa lg c mui it, yg hebohan. Tiap hr ngomong, " tin, pernah ko simulasi? Coba it dulu skali2. Tah hapa ko. Kek ga da peduli mu. Org dah was2 smw. Ni ga, ko kipas2, selo2, cem tak pernah ko q liat stres. Ikt dulu, biar ko rasakan kek mana. Biar trbiasa. Ko kan ga than panas tu. Tp dsana ga blh kipas2 lo. Hehe "

biarpun kasar2 ga jelas gt, tp tauny q peduli dy ma q.
Sering juga d kshny nasehat. Biarpun dgn ala scremo ny tu.
:P

makash y mui.
Makash teman2.
Makash mua.
:)

.xoxo.